The Lost Spirit

I am almost there.....
My dream goals are within my reach...
Just a lil bit more efforts and struggling...
I would get what I really DESIRE right now...

I want to complete my M.ed TESL this sem..
I want to have a permanent and rewarding career as a lecturer
I want to have my own tuition centre
I want to pay off the debts
I want to shop till I drop
I want to travel whenever I like
I want to have babies
I want SOOOOOOOOoooo many things...

But what I extremely want the most as of now is nothing but MOTIVATION..
Something that can push me harder so that I would go far in realizing my dreams...